Over-thinking kills!

Hi guys! It's Saturday today and weather has not been good these few days! ): Have been cooped up at home thinking alot about life and what not. Really worries me to think about the future or at least now like what I want to do. Will it make me happy? I am constantly worrying about what tomorrow it may bring, or am I living the way I want it to be now. I always feel that I am not good enough in everything I do. I am constantly comparing myself with others which is really bad. I just think the problem lies with me.. Honestly, I am a really lazy person. I want the best out of myself but laziness always creep unto me preventing me from moving forward and thus killing my motivation in things which I could have done or excel in. Guess, I just need to start planning what I want in life before all becomes too late. Is it me or is there someone out there feeling this way too? God please give me the grace to pull through all these mental torture, all these worrying/over-thinking is killing me. Amen.