No one stood by me.

Was fcuking pissed, angry and sad by how my family treats me today. It's Like they stood by my fcuking younger side instead if me. And my fcuking younger bro thinks he is right and argue all the way with me. He sounds as if hes right in every way. And they are fcuking pushing all the blame unto me. Esp mum. I knew they touched something to the modem and I am very confident that my Mac do not have any virus yet my father also keep insisting that it is virus attack l. Like what the hell la??! Even a computer idiot like me also say it firmly it's not yet they keep coming up with this assumption. Like wtf???!!! What's make me sad is they can't even understand my feeling a little and my mum says the 'F' wit'd to me.. Can u imagine a mother saying this to get own daughter. She can't tolerate my older brother saying fuck to her yet she did this... hate her for this moment.. Srsly I'm fcuking pissed, fcuking angry and fcuking sad for having such pathetic family members. Srsly. God please tell me what to do. I believe u will only standby me cos u are a great father to me.. My heavenly father above. I'm sry I scolded so many vulgarities in this post. Pardon me for throwing such bad temper in this post too but this I how I let it out in order to feel better. Do understand. I do not partly is my fault too. Don't u think an apology sometimes is all u an me needed? I do. Lord guide me through this suffering and I faith in you. Pen down. Goodnight.