Today i feel rather moody.. One reason was because of my test, i knew i made lots of mistakes prolly will lead me to failing.. idk. I just hope the teacher will be lenient enough to spare me with some marks. If i pass i will be more than happy alr.. The other reason was prolly because of the hot weather.. Feeling very restless but now after i took a bath it feels better alr. Been thinking alot of things during the afternoon.. Feeling im a failure.. always i look at taylor's video, im so envy cos she is so successful in her life, i wiahed to be her sometimes but i know it will nvr happen. As for me i dun have the determination to do something well.. that explains why. Im not always a negative person but only today.. i need to rant then i will feel better. That explains why i pick up the habit of blogging. I tend to keep things to myself more rather than telling my closer friends even to my parents. Cos sometimes when u explain to a person they might said they understand but the actual fact is they dun. That's why Blogging is the best diary for me to tell my feelings out. I dun really need a listening ear .. i prefer typing each and every of my feelings out instead.
I hope to go to the states or some other countries and experience snow.. Haha im being random again. Randomgurl93.. But anyway after today, tmr will be a better day.. I shall not dwell then. What's past is past. True much, no point dwelling in things.. Okay i will pen down for this post.
xx
Wendy
PS: Its been long since i blog!
Hope everyone have a great day ahead :) Cheers!
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