I just felt that u no longer the one that I know during first day.. somehow. But still, we are friends. But today i feel very piss off by your actions and stuff. I just dislike that u took my phone and use it to help yourself in watering plants, even though i didn't show it doesn't mean that i agree with what your doing.. and plus during lab, i asked you question u just simply point 'there there' like as if i know what u pointing at and plus can see u flare up easily so i kinda flare up too.. still as a friend you should help one another right? Thats how we can be closer and stuff, but I dun see that in you likewise my sec sch friends are better! Im really glad to have them in my life, you know who you are :) Seriously, I miss them alot! xx wishing time could turn back.. I felt that I should not be so kind towards others cos some people made me realise that that are not worthy of my kindness.. i dun want to be mean too but then again people will step your toes even if u are good to them.. for me 'if' you think that im not good enough as a friend just leave me i dun give a damn. I am good to others who treat me good. Now. And truthfully speaking, I dun like friends walking ahead of me in pairs and giggling away without being mindful there is other two friends around, instead i feel that we should walk together as a group and talk together and then that would be much better if not they will feel left out. Seriously hate this feeling prolly becoz I've experience it before but then again if u think im petty or like to hold a grudge, so be it. This is what I wanted to let it out.. forget it. Shall talk more happy things in my next post!
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