Sometimes when i saw people on fb going over to their cousins house to bai nian, im so envy! I have cousins just that female cousins from my mother's side are mostly guys whereas my father's side im not close with them.. shaggg. Really envy of girls who have girl cousins to mix around with and go shopping with.. really. I yearn for it but its not gonna be possible.. feeling sad plus sian. Also, im really envy girls with really slim and long legs, they look so nice in clothes whereas for me mine is so damn fat.. which i hate it alot.. another sian thing. They just simply look good in whatever clothes you gave them.. haizzz emo! but what to do i have to except this fact though :'(
no outfits to show during cny... no cousins to hang out with.. not a really sociable person equivalent to sad life! hate it! haiiiiiii when can i overcome this feeling of mine??? guess the only option is to stay positive.. but but easier said than done! wanna cry out alr laaaaa.... guess nobody will see my post right? im hoping not cos its very personal haha.
When can i break out this circle of life of mine??? please god tell me what to do.. guess what this emptiness in me is pulling me down to the utmost bottom... okay shall sign off instead and dun think too much, lest i become more & more not positive!
sign off with a haizzzz
xx
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